Scariest moment of my life

Last night Bird was choking and I froze.

I panicked and didn't know what to do. Luckily, T stepped in and remedied the situation while I began to bawl my eyes out, not stopping for about 30 minutes off and on.

I still remember the face she gave me as she couldn't breathe and I was too frozen to help her. I don't think I'll ever forget it.

I know it is not my fault, that she is fine, and that I have so much to learn, but I still feel a bit horrible about the whole situation.

Does that feeling ever go away?